My Colourful Life

累了...
我累了。
历尽了千山万水，
身心疲惫 精神崩溃，
终于累了。

累了...
我累了。
经历了风雨色变，
消耗体能 绞尽脑汁，
终于倒了。

我...
独自走在高速大道，
身后的负担 越来越笨重，
而前路 似乎
永远不是一条死路。
没用尽头 分岔路却重重，
何时 才能走到希望的终点呢？

路途上，
壮烈牺牲的大有人在。
两旁，
可清晰看见烈士的残骸。
他们的奋斗 却换来的
只有伤痛和悲苦。
看见这一幕幕，
我会否是下一个呢？

我...
看淡了这一切了，
死亡或许是个很好的解脱。
但它 真的有效吗？
我不知道，
可能 那些烈士的亲友，
会明白这一点。

死亡和生存，
结果依然无差异，
或许 在路旁休息片刻，
就是 最好的解决方式。



加油吧!!!!

1st of all... SELAMAT HARI RAYA... haha... wats make me happy is tat... HOLIDAYS NOW... 10 days... at least it is enough for me to take a break... put my book aside... breath in sum fresh air... O.O ahha... realli feel lazy to update my blog... but still ALL of u updated urs... smae goes to me too.. XD

Well... it has been a long long............. month... coz of EXAM... it is fine for me if te exam onli held for one of 2 week... but one month... too long ady nia... i sat on the same place... same post... my bakbone aso crack ady... TT too young to get osteoroposis... wakaka... mayb osteomalaria... ( did i spell i correctly.?? who care.? ) and wat disappoint me the moz... is tat my result... wasnt quite GOOD enough for me... TT haiz... all the night with book n study... but wat i get... is jz... mango seed... but not the flesh... haiz... lalala... dnt care... ( liar... i CARE ) wakaka...

Well... Holz mean FUN... mean FREEDOM... i wan to watch movie... wan to eat... wan to play... wan to hv fun... haha... gonna plan it smoothly... O.O

lazy to write more... stop here la...

p.s. : I wan present... haha... Party... yahhoo...

p.p.s : I wan ur present ^^

p.p.p.s : One Malaysia... I support u...

p.p.p.p.s : Happy Always...

Well, Exam... OVER...
Result... okay okay okay nia...
add math... math... not so... happy with te results...
haiz... (older )

nothing to do much...
jz read... ^^

my b'day is near... i wan present...

p.s. : dnt be dissapointed... ^^ Happy Always...

世界 依旧东去西落
丝毫 无停顿迹象，流
沙般光阴 涌入无底
潮海，粒粒 淹
进了 无方向漩涡 不休。


走马灯 脑中播放，
一幕幕 动人 绮丽
犹新 凄凉 愤懑 负疚。
回忆 生命般 只有
死亡之门打开，
一切
将终止，但光阴
的逝世， 让回忆
中 有回忆 而回忆
也 渐渐 随落花
飘到
回家。


事实难料，
飞逝光阴 如回忆
被遗忘
可怜孤儿。
回去 如登高天 倒
万山 枯世海，
但 改变不了
真实。


世界旋转着 而我
尝试努力 挽救 把握
一切。
辛苦与烦恼 会成
回忆，眼前的
只有 那肯定 坚贞
未来。

Tension-ing...
For my study...

Depressing...
For my result...

Tiring...
For all the days I hv been through...
With BooK...

Unusual Sadness...
And Super Duper Emo...

Mayb I nid a rest...
A long rest...
To recover...
From the sickness...
Of...
This...

P.s : Well... I m lazy to write everything ady now... SINCE exam is here... another 2 week to go...

I am tired...
Book... Study... Revision...
And then...
my result...
haiz...
i m scare with my...
sej... moral.. Bc... Bi... Bm... and math( i wan 100 XD )
haiz... means all la...
i wan gud result...
EXCELLENT result...
bcz i noe...
this is my last real exam...
in this skul...
dnt wan to regret anymore...
haha...

holz now...
wan to hav a gud slpz...
wakaka... since 5 nite... i dont hav a nice slpz... keep reading until midnight...
zZZzZZzZZ
ok... done...
i m fine now...
and again...
TV SHOW... COMPUTER...
YEA...
but wait...
ACC... PHY... BIO... CHEM... ADD MATH...
i gonna study all in one week...
mummy~~~~~
TT
means holz aso gone...
OMG

watever la...
i will smash my head to it...
gonna work veri HARD this time...

congratz to the LG&DK
haha...

and stay healthy...
dont kena H1N1 oh...
as wat pn.meina told us...
DONT GO OUT...

p.s. : write is short... better than ever... haha... Happy always...

Breathless...
I had no time to write blog... no longer...
Haiz...
Write as short as i can for today... about everything happenend this week...
Well... as usual... study... revising... homework... haha...
All this things made me mad... crazy...
Mummy~~
Too STRESS... Too TENSION...
Realli dunno wat will happen to me if life is tat...
May 2ml u will saw news tat XXX found death... Jump from KLCC...
Wakaka...
But at least... The smile appeared on her face...
Relax me alot... ^^ TQ...
TQ so much... haha...
Btw... Friday was a BEST day^^

Saw Sears ytd (sat)... Taller than me alot... haiz... i m the 2nd shortest in the gang... TT ( kaide the shorty... )
12boy and a gal group... walking around SP... haha...
hav lunch at LALA street... like wat jia how said...
then played bowling...
scored 130 in 1st game... 111 in 2nd game... lose the 1st game btwn group... win the 2nd game...
then went pooling... fun... played it for 1st time... haha... and i got 2 shots.... not bad^^
played football later... win 6-5... haha... i scored 3 goals... aiyaya...
then gamling...
go home around 5++ with wai chun's car...
FUN...

I m tired... physically and mentally... almost the end... but i dont think i cant make it... haha...

p.s. : i will continue the journey... even life's no good... haha... Happy's Always...